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10:38 May 14 2014
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I hate life. I really do. I'm still not over a certain something and to add on to that another something before another something adds up to a whole lot of some things. I'm done - stick a fork in me, rusty and dull - it'd be a perfect end...
A shit load of shit wouldn't even phase me at this point. I'd probably laugh and scream and then smile and then what? Nothing. I'd have to go through it all again in far less time than I'd like.
Now, to speak with the one friend that chose not to run the other way...
Kagen would offer up a shoulder or two and because I know he would I refrain from telling him anything. We're separated by distance so it's easy to keep everything in check when we talk. My voice never wavers... if it does in the slightest... he just assumes it's because the topic has spiraled off into a place that nips at the heels of this rarely sympathetic Thing. How we manage to manage our friendship is something else... I like distractions, oh look... a fly.
Those damned birds and their stupid morning songs. That other stupid thing is going to appear very soon and then I'll have to pull out the extra thick curtains to make sure I can sleep through half the morning at least.
Two straight weeks of sleeping no more than 3 hours each "night" is driving me crazier than usual.
I must be crazy if I'm going to call M and ask him for advice.
FU life! FU!
(I'm really saying fuh)
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